so trueee

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -marilyn monroe

oh, its there.

so july is almost over. two months of summer down the drain. what have i really done this whole month ? uhh... NOTHING ! sleep, eat, myspace, tv, and repeat. haha. i went to the mall several times, but thats pretty boring too. especially when you don't have money. i need a fuckin job or at least an allowance !

i went to tiffany's sweet sixteen on sunday. it was pretty fun. me, julio, and sarah decided to walk on the golf course at night cause we werent wusses, like SOME people. oh, they know who they are ;p then kandice and alexis came but alexis was
scared that we were going to get arrested.



then the day after, i went to a taping with drill team. well like a couple old members and a whole bunch of new members. it was kind of awkward cause vag didnt know that i quit and was like "how can you be a guest if you're on the team ?" then we all just kind of stared at him and i was like "i'm not on the team anymore..." then vag was like "who's going to be my music assistant now?" OMGGGG :( that made me so sad ! haha. but the taping was fuckin boring and i sat away from everyone else cause there werent enough seats. i sat next to this random ass guy. after the taping, me, bryan, and sarah went to the mall.


yesterday, i went to kandice's house. james, julio, phien, and sarah were there. we just watched tv and stuff. i kept laughing for like the stupidest reasons. idk. i thin i was just really bored. then me, sarah, and julio went to starbucks, then the habit and sat there for like three hours telling random stories. dude, i luaghed so much. i don't think i laughed that much all summer. it was fun.

two ayy em`

i cant sleep early anymore. idontknow! ahh. and i wake up fuckin early too. WTF ? i'd think that i'd be tired but i'm actually not. i think there's something wrong with me.

but everything's been pretty good lately. thats good to know, right ?
yeppp.

my summer's just gay. but the past two days were an improvement. i hope it keeps getting better.

insane in the membrane

there's so much bullshit in this world ! how could some people be so stupid and create such giant messes ? and how can others be so naive and be so blind of whats in front of them? i'm the naive one. AH ! why ?

whatever.

i miss

that team. well i miss my friends. i miss dancing. but i think what i did was for the best. i have so many problems in my life right now, i'm kind of glad that THAT isn't one of them. first semester of summer school is over. i think i might TA sometimes for second semester. i have nothing else to do.

why does everything have to be so complicated ? asdfjk;

SUMMER

is so lame ! hmm. three weeks gone.
what now ?

i'm kind of lost now.