meet ben :)

i absolutely love him <3

away, we go.

busy, busy busy. HA ! not really. all i do is sleep. it's really bad, because now i have this big pile of work that needs to be done, and a whole bunch of grades that need to be raised. oh wells. i got a new phone. hell to the mothereffin yes ! i got like a giant upgrade. i went from a crappy razr to the google phone. WEE ! i'm still getting used to the touch screen and like the internet and stuff, but i love it. good things come when you wait, i guess.

i feel like crap. i really do. i'm so sick of my life. there's so much drama. i just want to get away. i will, eventually.

motherfucker.

why do i care so much ? i mean, i know i shouldn't. but i do. and you will never know the effect you had on me. so i guess this is it. i wish things could've been different. goodbye. i love you.