my life.

I almost always mess up. 
I fall too easily in love. 
I cry over boys. 
I'm not the prettiest girl you can find. 
I think makeup can hide what I dont want people to see. 
I talk way too much.
I laugh at the stupidest things.
But the thing that gets me most is that I let people affect me
When really, they mean nothing at all to me.

yepp, that pretty much sums it all up. 

honestly,

i absolutely love the way things are right now. my life has been the happiest it's been since a long time ago. sure, i still have little issues with certain things, and school is kind of stressful. but i feel as if i'm finally enjoying this so called life of mine.

i realize that being sad or miserable or mad over stupid things is really pointless. so i just don't care anymore. i don't care about stupid people who complicate my life. i don't care about dumb jerks who do stupid things and hurt me along the way. and i just don't care about people who don't care about me. why waste my emotions on people who don't appreciate it ? so peace out, and just stay the fuck away from me. i dont need you or your bullshit.

BOINNGGGG !

will smith is hilarious. we need more people in this world like him. he can make my day, ANY day.

anyways, lifee.. what about it ? its alright, i guess. i've been busy but ehh. can't complain. i'm getting better at it. i finally decided what i want to do. it may change, but as of right now, its what i want.

i need to make some changes. i'm tired of the way things are. so sick and tired of everything !

superman

i will be there to take care of you

i will be there when you cry, babe

i will be there when you need someone

to tell you that you're beautiful, baby

i will be there when you need someone to run with

i will be there when you need someone to dance with

i'm your lover when the skies turn grey

everyday, till its beautiful ...

schooool !

... is so gay. haha. well the first day was just terrible. it was hot and dry and my classes are so fuckin far from each other. and i was just pissed off the whole day. i think it was cause i only had three hours of sleep the night before or maybe cause i saw some ugly bitches in the morning. well whatever it was, i was just really angry. a lot of awkward things happened, and a lot of random things happened, and not so many good things happened. whatever. i survived.

today was alright. a lot better than the day before. it was still hot but i was just in a better mood. i hung out with some new people today. it was really fun. i had a good time.

i have so much homework already. oh well, thank goodness for the three day weekend. i'm kind of glad that i have work to do though. i have a feeling i'm going to be busy this year =/


 p.s. i don't get jealous of ugly people. sorry. 

pondering.

fireeee.

school was supposed to start on monday but due to the fire, its been postponed till thursday. i'm happy about not having school for a couple extra days, but i really am sad about the fire. it's getting closer, so i hear. i hope it doesnt get here. it's been very hot and dry and all i've been doing is reading and taking notes. i'm glad to say that i'm almost done. i think i can finish today though and enjoy not doing anything tomorrow. i was kind of was excited about school, but it'll start eventually, so its all good.


i went to disneyland on friday. it was fun. there were no lines for anything. it was crazy. fantasmic was amazing. i stood there watching the show and saw the princesses dancing with their princes. it was really cute, but it made me sad. when will my prince come ? oh well, i'll just wait for him patiently.. haha







then on saturday i went to an angels baseball game. it was fun. it was my first baseball game. we got free tickets, good seats, the food was expensive but the hotdogs were pretty bomb. overall, i had fun.





the last weekend of summer was pretty good. it was probably the ONLY good weekend of summer. whatever, i'll take what i can get. hope next summer is a lot better though.