hm. i seriously think that i have something wrong with me. i cant stay awake past 10 anymore. i try to stay awake so that i can do my homework. but i just cant. then i wake up late too. and on top of that, i fall asleep in class. what the hell is wrong with me ? maybe its cause i've missed so much sleep that my body just shuts down automatically. aghh. i dont know. at least i'm getting sleep :)
so i've realized thats its actually really easy to make me happy. this morning i got a text from my friend saying goodmorning and it just made my day. aha. i like knowing that people care. i get happy over the littlest things. like when someone just says hi or when someone says something nice. it always brings a smile on my face, no matter how horrible my day was. i've also realized that a lot of people are fake. they'll act really nice around me, but the second they turn their back, they have something to say. i'd rather have people be an asshole to me than have them be two faced. i want to know who my real friends are rather than everyone acting like someone their not. but whatever. i reread some of the things i blogged about, and i can be a really deep person. aha. i'm only deep when i'm all emotional though.
anyways, today .. nothing exciting. school. then practice with the newbies. awhh. some of them are really cute and remind me of me when i first joined. all quiet and shy. they'll eventually be loud and abnoxious. aha. cant wait for 0910 !
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