balance. well i finally have it. things at home are pretty good. my friends are great. but school. ehh. not such a great topic. i really have to raise my grades. its going to be hard, but not impossible. right ?! ahh !
there's so many exciting things coming up. there's oregon, then manong bj & ateh anna's wedding, then revue (buy tickets from me!), then the end of the school year, summer. ahh. can't wait. no more school :]
hmm. i really don't know how to put my emotions into words right now. its weird. i'm happy in some ways but disappointed and upset in others. and i wish i could just let it all out but i dont know how i can. i guess the truth does hurt sometimes and i can't handle it. unless... the truth i think i know isnt really the truth. what if its a lie to cover up the real truth ? did that make sense ? whatever. i'm lost in my own life. there's just too much going on. i try to take other people's advices, but its really hard when my emotions have a mind of its own. i really am trying to stop this insanity but its just not working. someday i wont feel this way. one day it'll be okay. when will that day come ?
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